Todd and Sparkman. Its feelings like these that grip my soul and wake me weep. These are the people that make this world livable for me. Well, for one thing, I see that Casey, Chloe, Elvis, and Donovan pretty much finish the morning portion by about 2pm. What if you are with someone that you believe is the one to marry. What was the significance of that? When the belt buckle came he was the one I thought of. Softly, sweetly, a scent so faint that I thought I was hallucinating rose from the seam. That was pretty much the last we thought about it until my mother died and my sister had the teddy bears made. After I turned off the light, I thought of my mother for a long time, probably about an hour. The seams had begun to loosen as well, and finally, one day, my mother put it in the back of the coat closet in the hallway next to the front door.

Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Exhausted from my multiple orgasms, I lay back and close my eyes for a few seconds. So far, none of my friends know about this diary and that's the way I'd like to keep it. If anything, I have dissed other people in my life like the Boy and my best friend L. I haven't lost anything, I feel like it's a sham. I feel pain and sorrow and fear, but I almost feel like those emotions aren't mine to feel. Though I feel almost guilty.

Yes I did? So did 9 others! Some people in the class have had good luck getting responses from their authors, while others haven't even had so much as an acknowledgement from theirs. You do realize that I am getting FUCKED in the ASS by this, dont you? I wonder if I've just totally lost all ability to cope with life's little let downs or if I truly have been getting fucked over all my life. I grilled the waitress on just how I obtained this status. I should have paid attention to the signs, so I was only pissed at myself when I discovered another car in the spot where I had parked mine. It's also a pity that most tormenters will go through life without knowing the pain they inflicted on their peers. It's just a pity that these kids who hit rock bottom and take out their anger on their tormenters will probably never get to that place. How can I do this for myself when I've never done anything like it before? Always confusing the thoughts in my head, so I can't trust myself anymore. Do you think the gay nation is moral-less?

We were smart enough to leave our clothes outside to doctor while we went to sleep - in fricken' soaked blankets - garrr and such! Friday night we went to sleep in the tent and awoke Saturday morning inside a swimming pool. We went to Cafe Roc. BUt lJ and jEssica went To pei2 yang3 gan3 qing2 wiTH mDm Lum So Me YvoNne and WEi sAn weRe waitiNG for dEm IN the FoyER and discovered that dey pei2 yang2 vEry Long!! We were suppose to leave today, but my dad didn't come home yesterday. Went to da weebie and we went home. The little store down the road from the campsite didn't open up till 9am so from 6am till then we were left soaked and without fire-making ability. From Whitehorse, we rode 550km east along the Alaska highway to Watson Lake. For the ladies- boxers or breifs? And there I stand, in knee-high grasses-my foundation from which to grow the trees that forest my future. I do stand forth, proclaim myself as healer-of self, of others-and still I carry my ability, my experience and my work, like a vessel on my shoulder, more a privilege than a burden. Is there anyone you discuss fanfic with in real life? There is a reason for this, and sorry to my animal rights people. I feel so unimportant when I have absolutely no audience, but I'd really piss off my friends with this one...

It has tapered off somewhat now. Now join my bitch ring if you haven't done so already. Nobody to yell at for not keeping things as clean as you'd like them, nobody to keep you from staying up til all hours of the night blasting your music, nobody to make you tiptoe around your own goddamn residence because they are having a fight with their boyfriend... Safety is not about keeping the kid safe, its about eliminating things the might kill the kid so you don't have to worry about it for a while. How are you going to have a successful family?

Will be getting them soon. If anyone wants to be my friendster friend, search for automouse@diaryland. com or for the name Insomniacs Digest. Miss These? Thoughts, lots and lots of thoughts.... If this is your username and you're wondering how to make your profile, just click here. Well Im up early and I had intentions of going to work this morning, but that didn't happen. While I used to say that I could never balance a checkbook, I opened my own account in April and have done a perfect job of keeping the checkbook balanced. Elizabeth and Anna are friends from elementary school who have parted from our group as well, but we still stay in touch. Had I known he would be happy to know that I still remembered him I would have bothered to contact him much earlier.. He would make a great comedian.

I call this Toddler + Cat: Unrequited Love. They say that no one is perfect in this world. This party animal is handing in her wings lots of mixed metaphors may ensue. This is my bad sinus headache cure, so I know it's effective. This could cause problems and confusion: however, part of the hazing ritual involved when you come onto my staff is a humiliating nickname, as well as getting certain vital editorial style manual rules tattooed on your ass, so I guess that's problem solved right there. And it certainly brings its own problems, too. And as a movie made from a book, it sucked. I mean, this is hardly the first time Ive been destitute and suicidal. A kindergarten class came in for Doctor Seuss story time, and the librarian showed them a slide show- the old fashioned way. For example, my first memory is of kindergarten and having my mother come in for lunch. Ive been trying to write an entry for the past two days, and every time I get halfway through, my internet server shuts down. I want to rip it through his amateur's larnyx and show him how small and weak and how stunted by youth it really is. Then I began to tell them about David Maze and how his spirit had literally hit me across the back of my head. I didnt know what to do David was trying VERY hard to break through and to communicate he actually managed to have me FEEL his TOUCH! Finally, Betty actually admitted that although he was still friends with her niece, that just before he died, he HAD started to date.... the blonde!

By the time you get to the sex Reen has you so deeply into the story that it really has an impact. Don't really have the time to break down anymore. It was just a few hours, but it was a really nice couple of hours, and it made me all kinds of happy. I don't believe I've been put into relationship mode yet, in the grand scheme of things, so I should very much like to remain friends. I feel like I've been as honest in here as ever, the past few days, and I feel like that's a really good thing. Can't be bothered typing much but this is really cute and 1 of the 2 part Pin Up Toons series. I have been wanting to do this since I was really little. Oh, really?

The eyes can feel too. Eurovision 2003 - Yup, still enjoying the craziness and the cheesiness of Eurovision more than ever! And if you would like to know more about the music *I* enjoy, see my playlist. Now, I could just about handle this until today - when my mum decided to buy him a 'special treat'. I started to think more about it when my sister got married. And the Pi Kaps did much better, it seemed they got about 8-10 guys. I have to stop thinking about it. I think it'll be fantastic... you can upgrade things too- like I trade you my boyfriend and a my coach bag for your boyfriend. Then there was the post-preteen boyfriend. The ex-boyfriend keeps insisting that the landlord will somehow be nice which conflicts with the landlord is a bully. I waiting to see what happen's with dorknoodle's bully landlord. I have repeatedly told dorknoodle's ex-boyfriend that the animals need to be moved. Oh my, you know that blue template that you did with the guy's arm in the picture and the girl in a truck or something smiling? I resent the fact that you give prefrence to an employee who lies, manipulates, and is ineffectual at her job just because she has her nose so far up your ass you can't tell where she ends and you begin.

I need to check my account to see if Connie has put in the Koalas' pay, 40 manwon. Enjoy and I hope to see you again. Round and round, here we go again. I got sent home from work an hour and a half early, so now I have tons of time to kill. I remember now why he and I were roommates for so long: two peas in a pod. I saw CC there and he really doesn't like Zach, or me hanging out with Zach. Stocklos and Andrew were only there for one of the nights I was. Its pitiful that looking at Andrew, seeing his smirk, looking in his eyes I still feel something. When I got into the courtroom, there were thirty or so other people there for similar reasons. Bitch and I were going through a short-lived period of getting along fine when she asked an innocent enough question: Why don't we carry People magazine? It looks like a disgusting level of excess, but when I tried it my eyes rolled up in my head and I couldn't stop drooling.