I had to ask why she didnt call the cops. Then I asked him why he wasnt talking to me after school and he said cuz he was trying to take care of some business. Jamie had gone to college with Kourtnee and Paula. B and PR went to a pool party with said college friends. But yet, it would seriously fuck with me to see ____ and Richard hooking up. The supergold membership gets them these things, but with more space for images, a nice comments system, and a webmail account. And, it shames me to say this, but I can see that my mother gets a lot of her social mannerisms from stinkin Regis. In fact, I had only mentioned the game in passing to Aisai the day before, and it would take many days to get that shipped here. The fact that some of them don't shower much. Only then would you really be able to walk that walk poets, writers and even heretics have dreamt and written about for centuries. Would you be my boyfriend? Think about how much hair has played a part in society and fasion; how would you be effected? These are very influential instruments, really think about it...

I'm really happy. This calendar is a work in progress and I am adding to it all the time. I see him in my dreams all the time. And I felt so comfortable there that night with Michelle whom I only knew in a certain context before this stop on the trip I knew her only at The Observer, and other meetings but not like this one on one, and at her home, no less. It is so awesome, how like on game says there are three story beer bongs and like cops roam the streets and just ignore all the underage drinking, I think that is cool as shit. A million people live in Calgary, and it still takes at least an hour to drive from one end to the other on the freeway going through the middle at a hundred kilometres per hour. And if you would like to know more about the music *I* enjoy, see my playlist. If you would like to pay for 6 months of SuperGold membership for r-y-l, click the button below. In the end, it looks like I don't have all that much on my mind.

My first real boyfriend had just broken up with me. I was never faithful to a boyfriend after him. That was basically my life until I met my boyfriend now. I was thinking earlier that I should really get my ass in gear and start my CSC. With all these lovely people that I have nothing to say to. People are just f*ing assholes, and there is no right way to approach them, nothing I could have done differently that would have changed the situation. I realized I really had nothing to talk about. I dont have that anymore and I really miss it. Well, this is a short entry, cuz I have no freakin' clue what to say. I feel like we did that on Monday; I am somewhat shy when I really break my personality down, and Steve is somewhat reserved - we both watch things a lot before we interact with them.

David was Ukrainian. However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did poorly, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so right. Also this is my diary and if you don't like what you read, then I suggest you move on to another diary. I think you should make the extras allllll one page and then all of the extra links will be gone and your layout will look much better. What job I think you have/should be in: Like I said a writer. If people who are different from you are just living their lives without bothering you why should you care? I keep asking myself why should I allow these people who I think as lemmings or sheep or just mindless masses following some idiot around without questioning anything is just as insane as the fact that 44% of the United States believes in Fundamentalism of the Church. Science has proven that people of different races are that way because of the climate. I have no problems with anyone who has a sexual preference different than mine. I have enough trouble with my own problems, I don't need to fix other people's shit too. Perhaps I don't base my life that way precisely because it is a fallacy of logic, but an accurate one nevertheless. Im trying not to reveal my exact whereabouts so that I can share with you the details of my excessive drinking and sexual depravity without making it too easy for my employers to identify me, as they undoubtedly would despite the fact that there cannot be more than ten people reading this. Why must the people paint things beige that could just as suitably have been painted white? I feel like I've been as honest in here as ever, the past few days, and I feel like that's a really good thing.

And boy, did that ever suck. I need to find myself a man like that. Has he attached some deeper value to what was to me just a couple night of fun to distract me from the shambles that my life was at that point? It is silly to believe he could feel the same. Yes, I know what you're thinking, how is that possible??! I brought my breakfast and lunch, and I have come to the realization that I will have to focus on myself and work carefully to keep myself from going off course. Bret, Raul & I came to pick her up and we went out to Raul's house and watched Se7en.

Doesnt that defeat the purpose of why people drink coffee? On here I feel obliged to write in the true sense, and that hasn't been happening for a long while. And then getting her to arrange a time with Lynn, so that I can tell her just with me and Tal there. And although on rare occasion I HAVE met some hotties, it's just that. I've come to realize that some do and even some girls do but live and learn you know? And even though our calls were mundane, I knew that you cared about me Dad. I dont have that anymore and I really miss it. Layout copyright Me, Myself and I. Poor kid needs his mom, and I'm in one of those moods where I'd prefer to hole up alone. Can't call anyone to find out where they are because they have my phone.

Besides the sexism, the word, manhood, also seemed to connote being bold, assertive, and proactive. Hope that Life is being kind to you and yours. This entry was written in small letters throughout as it compromises the feelings i have inside, and I understand that this is MY diary, and I shall write just as I deem fit, and no one shall criticise, for this is my place on the World Wide Net. Kids, don't try viewing this at home without Netscape 6 or IE 4.5+, a screen resolution of 800 X 600 and the font Mead Bold firmly ensconced on your hard drive. She never thought it could be like this. When Ryan broke up with me, I thought my dreams were shattered. When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears, when you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears.

Are You There God? It was an absurd situation, but there wasnt anything I could do about it. Perhaps it's why films such as Lady and the Tramp, Mary Poppins, White Christmas and Sound of Music have had such a major impact on my life. It's impossible for a Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty or maybe even Gene Kelly love story to happen to me. There is even a fear of having to go out and buy and wear business clothes.

Sometimes life is so hard. She has some kind of power over me sometimes. There is also the apple juice of something else, and the wheatgrass shot of another thing, but I grow increasingly tired of my metaphor. Lets pretend his name is Jim or Bruce or something that nobody is actually ever called anymore.

I was up pretty late on Saturday, til around three in the morning. Would you rather be responsible for executing someone who was innocent of their crime, or of letting a terrible criminal go free? I'd called to inform them I was collecting my shoes. Bitch and I were going through a short-lived period of getting along fine when she asked an innocent enough question: Why don't we carry People magazine? After all the shit he had been through and was still facing he was more concerned about my stupid knee than about himself.